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Headstone
03:05
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Make your decision
cast out your blame
purchase the headstone
carve out my name
I've not claimed perfection
simply worn out my welcome
I'm going here
to just disappear
it's not what i wanted
it's all i knew
what's on the surface
was hiding the truth
i should be grateful
to just be alive h
It's easy to fake it
To get through the night
i've not claimed perfection
simply worn out my welcome
I'm going here
to just disappear
Turn all the mirrors
Keep up the good fight
Say what you will
Say whatever you like
Point all the fingers
You Point all the blame
Losing the years when you’re holding the hate
I've not claimed perfection
simply worn out my welcome
I'm going here
to just disappear
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Secrets
02:27
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tell me all your secrets
i promise once
just tell you mine
we ain't gotta play it nice
its a long way down to the bottom
familiar faces
memories of a bitter time
watch with revengeful eyes
tried to claw their way from the bottom
I’ll be damned
To go back again
It’s too late for me
Everything that i don’t need
Is somewhere down at the bottom
And if i die
For the millionth time
Till infinity
They’ll be nothing left to see
because you’re down, way down, at the bottom.
It’s a long way down to the bottom
It’s a long way down to the bottom
So far gone and forgotten
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Survivor's Guilt
03:20
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Is it everything I could’ve done
To right the wrongs to those I’ve loved
maybe i forgot what it meant
But if it costs too much and I've had enough
Just lay my body still
because I'd rather die than feel alive with
This survivors guilt
Was it really me?
Fighting endlessly
To get back to the place
Of where I'm supposed to be
Well where i am supposed to be?
Is it everything I could’ve done?
To right the wrongs to those I’ve loved
maybe i forgot what it meant
But if it costs too much and I've had enough
Just lay my body still
because I'd rather die than feel alive with
This survivors guilt
Was it really me?
Lying’ through my teeth just
to spit right in the face
At who I'm supposed to be
Well am I supposed to be?
Is it everything I could’ve done?
To right the wrongs to those I’ve loved
Maybe i forgot what it meant
But if it costs too much and I've had enough
Just lay my body still
because I'd rather die than feel alive with
This survivors guilt
As my body aches
The screams and shakes
They all come back too real
Sometimes I'd rather die
Then feel live with this survivors guilt
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4. |
Now You Know
02:21
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I keep learning lessons
From everyone around me
More and more about myself
and things I shouldn't be
If you could ever reach me
When I'm high above the clouds
Out of sight and out of mind
I like the way that sounds
So things ain't always gold
and maybe now you know
Why I keep hanging around this place
Holding myself down with no faith
And I swear I know what's good for me
But just in case
I'll keep hanging around
hanging around
So far I've been guessing
I'm in the third degree
Using all my blessings
For things I shouldn't be
Moving slow to catch them
Eluding every bout
and forging all the heavy stones
I've learned to keep around
So things ain't always gold
and maybe now you know
Why I keep hanging around this place
Holding myself down with no faith
And I swear I know what's good for me
But just in case
I'll keep hanging around
hanging around
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I dream in color
I dream in red
Some water color things
I swore I meant
Couldn't let go I couldn't walk this far
So I held on tight and
Went far beyond
For me it's not easy
To see something else
My dreams yes they tease me
I'm better off now being to myself
I seem to struggle to see the best
and to forget the things I swore I meant
Changed for the better
I'm changing too
I started seeing my dreams in blue
For me it's not easy
To see something else
My dreams yes they tease me
I'm better off now being to myself
Don't hold it over me
Because I've came and went
Don't hold it over
Because you won't be missed
For me it's not easy
To see something else
My dreams yes they tease me
I'm better off now being to myself
I'm better off now being to myself
I'm better off now being to myself
I'm better off now being to myself
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Corduroy Brown Huntington, West Virginia
Corduroy Brown | Feel Good Appalachian Music | Huntington, West Virginia . The Corduroy sound has been described as: “A sound that makes you feel like everything is going to be ok.” Self worth and thought provoking lyrics are the main themes, and mindfullness and a willingness to live life to the fullest are represented in the music for his second time on the Earth. ... more
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