Survivor's Guilt

from Rest by Corduroy Brown

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Is it everything I could’ve done
To right the wrongs to those I’ve loved
maybe i forgot what it meant
But if it costs too much and I've had enough
Just lay my body still
because I'd rather die than feel alive with
This survivors guilt

Was it really me?
Fighting endlessly
To get back to the place
Of where I'm supposed to be
Well where i am supposed to be?

Is it everything I could’ve done?
To right the wrongs to those I’ve loved
maybe i forgot what it meant
But if it costs too much and I've had enough
Just lay my body still
because I'd rather die than feel alive with
This survivors guilt

Was it really me?
Lying’ through my teeth just
to spit right in the face
At who I'm supposed to be
Well am I supposed to be?

Is it everything I could’ve done?
To right the wrongs to those I’ve loved
Maybe i forgot what it meant
But if it costs too much and I've had enough
Just lay my body still
because I'd rather die than feel alive with
This survivors guilt

As my body aches
The screams and shakes
They all come back too real
Sometimes I'd rather die
Then feel live with this survivors guilt

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from Rest, released February 1, 2023

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Corduroy Brown Huntington, West Virginia

Corduroy Brown | Feel Good Appalachian Music | Huntington, West Virginia . The Corduroy sound has been described as: “A sound that makes you feel like everything is going to be ok.” Self worth and thought provoking lyrics are the main themes, and mindfullness and a willingness to live life to the fullest are represented in the music for his second time on the Earth. ... more

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